Hey guys. Sorry I haven’t written this week. I have been feeling like this Degas. Actually, someone at work told me that my expression matched hers. And then I took a closer look at the painting. Lo and behold.
I’m an Aquarius. And while I don’t put a lot of stock in Astrology, I have read “Your ruler is Uranus” in almost every ‘scope about my sign. Recently, I was reading that Uranus is up to some funny business. So. Maybe that’s it.
Anyway, I truly am using all my emotional reserves beyond their limits. Instead of being brave, putting myself out there, auditioning, going to classes, hunting for work, and trying to build my career and life here in LA, I just pretty much want to hide under my covers for a really long time.
Like, a really really long time.
So. Thank you, Uranus. Or whatever things are kind of aligning right now. I don’t want to sound like a sad little sack of poo. It’s just a tough…patch. I’m gonna go to bed now. I’ll write more soon…